A few years ago...
I met my brother who runs a business after a long time..
We talked about this and that..
I had been living in one house for quite a while.. I'm getting older..
But when I changed companies..
The amount of housing allowance supported by the company was quite a bit more than my previous company..
It supports about 2.5 times the rent of the house I lived in..
It's not that much money, but the house I lived in was so small..
My brother said,
"You should make a double contract and keep the remaining money..."
He scolded me a lot though..
He said that everyone else buys like that and shared their experiences..
I made a fairly large contract with one company..
And I'm supposed to make a fairly large amount of sales every month, he said..
That company also has its headquarters in Korea..
And the person here is called the corporate representative.
But..
For example..
If Inoma put the estimate at 10,000 rupees,
The corporate representative seems to have confirmed it with the Korean headquarters for 14,000 rupees..
4,000 rupees are floating in the air(?)
He..
That is, the corporate representative asked me to deposit it into his personal account..
My brother said OK because he wouldn't lose anything..
Now, once the business is officially concluded..
It seems that he will be sending several tens of thousands of dollars to his personal account every month.
I don't know how much the corporate representative's salary is,
but it would be much more than his salary if it were tens of thousands of dollars..
And then, my brother said..
Of course, not everyone does, but they say they buy like that.
So I sat him down seriously and talked to him.
If you get several tens of thousands of dollars every month, you'll become rich soon..
It would be nice to be rich..
But..
What can he do with that unfair money..?
Raise his children.. feed them.. buy them clothes..
When they grow up, buy them a car and a house.. right..?
What will he tell his children when they grow up?
"Your father secretly took bribes to raise you. Will he say that?
I don't know.
If I were him..
If I couldn't be honest, I wouldn't be able to stand tall in front of others..
With that money..
Raising his own children is not just about studying at school. That's all education.
We talked for a long time..
To be honest, I don't know..
I think some people might think that I'm a poor person who doesn't understand the world and is talking nonsense..
But at least the electricity in my house doesn't get cut off and I can live.
There may not be an answer to life,
but shouldn't I at least be honest with myself..?
I haven't lived that long, but there are a few things I regret..
Maybe because I'm a person who thinks a lot..
Or maybe I have a mental illness, I don't know..
But when I think about those regrets.. it makes me so ashamed that I'd rather die.
But if I don't live honestly..
I think I'll regret those things more than death in my later years..
That's how I feel..
