I woke up from sleep at 3 am today..
After watching City Fisherman,
I went back to the room and fell asleep again a little after 4 am...
It was time to go to work, so I got up
and told my wife about my dream..
This dream has been repeating lately..
In the early hours of this morning, my wife is calling me..
'Honey..! Honey..! '
As I answered, I woke up from sleep..
There are such things..
At the moment when you return from a dream to reality.. At the same time, without knowing it, I spit out a sound..
Ah..and
As I answered, I woke up..
Looking around, my wife was sleeping soundly.
This keeps repeating..
One day my mother called me and I woke up answering..
When I woke up, it was midnight..
One day my eldest daughter called me..
One day my youngest daughter called me..
This morning my wife called me..
Sometimes a strange woman calls me.
But when I wake up, it's always dawn..
Like a crazy person, I answer alone and wake up sitting..
Why do they keep calling?
I understand that a strange woman calls me.. It's an everyday occurrence..
Women call me and run towards me..and I run away..
When I look back while running, the woman who was chasing me falls down with her nose bleeding..
Thinking about just leaving.. Feeling sorry, I go to help her up
Suddenly another woman comes and pushes my hand away..
Eventually they fight each other.
Such things can appear in dreams if there is trauma, but
lately it's so hard to understand
so many people are calling me..
Thinking carefully, there is one thing in common..
They are all women..
People who love me very much or need me..
And they call me urgently..
That's why I'm startled and wake up.
Do I want to go somewhere..?
So unconsciously
I make my loved ones stop me from leaving..
by calling them back?
Connecting it to reality..
I don't go out much..
I slept a lot at my friends' apartments when I was in school,
but I have never stayed out overnight since I got married.
At some point, I feel more comfortable staying home than going out..
Jang Dong-gun used to say something like that when he was single..
Most people
said 'You stay at home all the time?' and snorted,
but I understood.
There is a sense of camaraderie among those who have something in common..
That's why.. I keep having strange dreams..
Thinking carefully about it, it seems like a sense of responsibility.
My mother.. my wife.. my daughters..
People who need me and want to be with me. The responsibility that
I shouldn't run away anywhere and should stay with them.
That sense of responsibility seems to be the reason why I keep having such dreams.
