These days, a lot of people are getting caught for things like child sexual abuse...
But when I think about it,
I don't remember those kinds of things happening when I was young..
They happened in secret and may not have been known, but..
Even when I was young,
adults..
Especially older women would say "Let's see if your butt is spicy.."
and touch my pepper, then put their hand in their mouth and say
"Ah..that's really spicy..."
They just said it because they thought I was cute..
And my parents who were watching didn't protest against them doing that to me...
But..
Now, even if an adult just pats a child's head, they get strange looks. It seems like we've entered an era like that...
I'm still incredibly handsome,
so I must have been amazing when I was young..
I also spoke very well and had thick eyebrows and big eyes..
Anyway, even if you look at my childhood pictures..
You wonder what my mother was doing..
She didn't think about making a talent or movie star out of a kid like me..
That's how amazing I must have been..
I guess she was worried because I could do anything, whether it was studying or sports.
Sometimes when I took the bus..
there were times when the fare was 10,000 won..
My mother would hold onto the handrail because she was an adult,
but since I was still young,
I would usually hold onto the armrest of the chair.
Then older women would say "You're so handsome..." and put me on their laps.
But to be honest, it wasn't that great for me..
I sat down because they told me to, but I didn't really want to. That's what I remember.
The decisive reason why sitting on older women's laps isn't a good memory is...
One older woman pulled me towards her and said "Sit here in front of me!"
Whether it was in front or behind, or even from the side, they kept pulling me onto their laps.
What strength did I have as a young child?
My mother just smiled happily while the older women insisted on putting me on their laps...
But I couldn't do anything. I couldn't say anything.
In the end, the older women were fighting in the moving bus, pulling my hair and arguing...
Looking back now, it seems like that was when it all started..
Whenever women saw me, they would start fighting over me, pulling each other's hair.
