When I went to a mall like that..
When I'm confused about whether that person is Korean, Chinese, or Japanese
I have my own way of confirming whether that person is Korean..
First, I look at them carefully..
When walking, people who walk with their hands clasped behind their back are almost 90% or more Korean..
When talking to a clerk or someone..
People who talk with both hands or one hand on their waist are also almost 90% Korean..
People who stare intently at passersby around them are also almost like that..
What does it mean to clasp your hands behind your back..?
When watching historical dramas, kings and nobles walk around with their hands clasped behind their back..
Kim Jong Un also always walks with his hands clasped behind his back..
Clasping your hands behind your back..
It's an outward expression of the mindset that I'm in a higher position than you..
Why..in front of someone higher than me, both hands come together in front, right..?
And don't touch my body..
It also implies such meaning..
The meaning of putting your hands on your waist..
It is interpreted as meaning confidence and readiness to act..
Staring intently at a person..
I'm not exactly sure about this
You wouldn't stare intently at someone higher than you, right..?
Looking at it overall..
People presumed to be Korean..
Seem to think that I'm in a higher position than all of you..
Overflowing with confidence and ready to act at any time..
A thought that somewhat disrespects Indonesians..
Not expressed in words, but shown through the body, and that's how it's interpreted..
Of course, it could be interpreted differently, but
Even though this might seem like just nonsense, it's interpreted in connection with psychology in a way
I think the difference won't be that big..that's what I think alone..
So how am I..?
Surprisingly, I fall into all three categories above..
I thought I was being considerate of Indonesians in my own way
But my body was telling me that I was superior to them inside..
My mouth can speak lies..
Writing could package me nicely, but
My body seems to have only spoken the truth..
But the surprising (?) fact is..
The things I've said about Indonesians so far..the things I've written..
The thing is, they're not lies..
What I mean is..
I firmly believed that it was truly my heart..
But..
My body..
Is saying that everything you said is a lie..
Isn't it surprising..?
This deep inner skill of being able to deceive even oneself..
Haven't I reached a realm of spiritual transcendence..I carefully infer..
Think about it quietly..
The beliefs I had..my values..
It turned out that those beliefs and values
I found out that deep in my heart, even I was denying them..
The beliefs, the values, the thoughts I usually have..
Those thoughts that even I am denying..
Can I impose them on others..?
