I couldn't even keep up with the beginner stock investors, and I ended up making a mistake.
Two weeks before the accident on February 27th, I even posted a concern post.
Driven by obsession and the need to do everything, I couldn't even grasp the situation regarding the war, and of all times, it had to be on a Friday...ㅠㅠ
Stocks aside, I made a huge sum of money in my life, couldn't sleep all weekend, and was overwhelmed with anxiety.
From Monday in March after the weekend, I hit rock bottom mentally, and the losses were about to consume my investment.
I don't know what possessed me to take out a loan to lower my average cost, trying to average down, but I didn't see much gain.
The biggest problem is that these aren't just one or two IPOs—how on earth do I recover this enormous amount of money...
After that day, I've been a mess physically and mentally throughout March, and when I had a hospital checkup, my health wasn't good either.
I can't complain to anyone, and I'm just worrying and suffering.
Not long ago, there was an opportunity to get out even close to break-even, but I thought "it will recover" and missed the opportunity again.
I have things I need to do, but my mind is blank and I've lost all motivation...
All my attention is on my phone, and I'm in a zombie mode from morning to evening.